i know nobody reads my journals but it's nice to just update one since i haven't done much on this site ;;
things have been pretty decent for me lately. 2018 was not great to me whatsoever but i still pulled through it i quit my job, moved out my sisters house & now i feel so free. i always hated living with my family. i love them but i just can't stand the drama & gossip they do, especially on me >:^/
i honestly didn't think i was going to make it out this year. tis was VERY bad to me haha. i thought my heart was going to blow up sooner or later but i had high hopes for the new year i plan on drawing a lot more since i recently bought myself a tablet!! i've never been more happy!!! i can finally draw everything i wanted but more smoothly!!
idk.
sometimes i feel like, i'm stuck.
on everything.
i haven't had much good days & it makes me feel really ill. my mental health feels so low & i feel alone. especially when i get emotionally sick. drawing has been the only thing helping me this much.
but like i mentioned,
things are getting a bit okay
also, i love dva more than anything in my life atm so she's been keeping me going hurr~